Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Will you ever notice me...

There are so much things for me to blog,but I don know which one should start first.I can foresee that this post is going to be a very very long one.

Start with the least important one,my sister.She is really making me very angry la.The first thing she do when she wakes up is play computer,she will not off it until 5 or 6 pm.Then after dinner she will start playing again from at least 8.30 to 10.I prefer to play at night which overlap her time ,because she say that she needs to get her pay in habbo ,I let her play lor.I will always tell her a certain timing like 10 must let me play already but I also always come a bit later.However,she will never be finish with her games.She will always tell me that she wants to finish this last game,then I will give her ten more minutes.What makes me angry is that she will ask for more,I never get a chance to use before 10.30 and the timer on the power plug is set at 11.30!I really cannot understand her,she knows that she is only left with a few minutes and yet she joins a game that needs more than what she have.Everytime I tell her not to join when you know you can't,she will reply me back in "you-are-irritating'' voice,asking me why I cannot let her play peacfully.I should be the one who is irritated lor.The worst is that my parents is not doing anything.They often say that she cannot play too much,they must try to control her but nothing was done.When my sister say that she wants to on the computer,my parents only say "no'' and continue with they She will still on it.I told my parents before,they should off the computer immediately even she had on it,but they doesnt want to listen to me.Like that how to stop her from playing too much computer?I really don know.I also cannot understand my parents too.They also say that my sister cannot have too much fried food and meat but when my sister say she wants to eat fastfood on weekends,my parents will go with her even we wanted foddcourt.I wonder why my parents need to give in to her when they are her parents.She also have this very bad habit of eating the dish she likes alot when having meal at home.Most of the time,I will be eating with her and remind her to leave some for those who have not eaten yet.But if she ask my mum for more or my mum happens to hear our conversation,my mum will tell her to eat,she give my sister her potion.I told my mum that if she continues to pamper my sister,she will become selfish and will not spare a thought for others when she grows up.But she will tell me that because my sister does not eat some of the dishes so..let her eat.My mum asked me before,who will feed her when she grows old.Definitely is the three of us but it's not about ''will, it's about ''can''.Not I want look down on my sister,but I really worry for her future sometimes,just hope that she still can feed herself.She puts playing as the first thing in her life and she does not treat her studies importantly as well.I asked her what job she wants to take when she grows up,she actually told me that she want those that can play computer one.I don want to laugh or cry,she pri 5 next year le and yet still dreaming.My brother is very clever,he picks up skills and knowledge very fast,thats why he don need study alot also can get acceptable result.I am not clever,I spend long time learning,but I worked hard and I am proud to say that I got 4 marks more than my brother for PSLE result.My sister is more like me but she take my brother as example!I wonder how much she will get for PSLE.I don know why she don know how to think,I already have my life planned when I was at her age.I think she will be the slowest to know the direction she want for her life among the three of us.Just hope that it's not too late when she get that.